Wednesday, April 21, 2004

Mood: bummed
Music: Jason Mraz-unfold
Scripture: "For this cause also thank we God without ceasing, because, when ye received the word of God which ye heard of us, ye received [it] not [as] the word of men, but as it is in truth, the word of God, which effectually worketh also in you that believe." 1 Thess. 2:13

So yesterday was this gorgy day with the most perfect weather that anyone could ask for and i was itching all day to drop my school books and hit the basketball courts, but instead, i attempted to be responsible and just let a longing look in the park's direction every few minutes suffice while i tried to make sense of kidney functions, knowing that i had all morning today to play.
today i woke up and it was raining. :(
maybe it will stop soon; even so, the courts will be all wet. we'll see. i need to go to walmart and buy a new ball today too, since the old one wont hold air in it for more than 10 minutes. and besides, rainy days are the best for curling up with coffee and a book. i wanted to try and make a skirt today but i doubt i could finish it by the time i go into work at 3, especially by hand. so i think ill be patient and wait until i have a machine. hopefully ill be getting that in a few weeks, maybe sooner. tomorrow i get paid and i think i will pay off the last of my debt for the plane ticket to PG, then ill be able to spend my money on fun things \:D/
i have so many ideas for clothes that i just want to spend all day making, but unfortunatly this has now become the busy time at school, so it will be probably a month before i can spend quality time with my new Singer.
Im having the hardest time being diligent in my schoolwork. i just want to skip class all the time and ignore the hours of expected studying i should be doing. i always think i can get by on just using what i learned in class to get me through the tests, and not spend any outside time on the material. HA! it never works that way. but even when i dont do as well as i hoped, i just dont care anymore. i know the minimum grades i need to get into nursing school and thats the highest grade im hoping for, which is much less than my best and what im capable of. isnt that sad! im so lazy...i really need to be more studious and diligent, since God requires that I be glorifying to Him in everything that i do. no more half ass work! right? right.
well if you think of praying for that, maybe you could also pray for my dad. i found out that he doesnt want to divorce my mom after all, like he had been planning for the last three years, but instead wants to pursue her! i was so happy when i found out that i wanted to cry. my dad isnt reformed at all but he is a christian, and the best christian role model i had when i was growing up. im so thankful that i can still share that with him, as oppose to my mom and my sister, who both appear to hate God. we may even all move back into together which is even more exciting. i dont want to get my hopes up of becoming the Prices or the Birgers or any other functional family right away. but maybe someday.

so now my mood is hopeful, and my belly is growling. i think i want to go to Bombers for lunch, so that is all for now. :)

2 months 7 days 19 hours 23 minutes and 44 seconds until Prince George!
thats 69 days! so soon! :-O \:D/


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